Noone Else Can Feel It For You!

Sometimes, we do depend ourselves to someone, to a group, friends or peers. Well, nothing is wrong with that. As long, as you do not get stuck when the one you are depending on is gone. Trust me, that's where i am right now. That's where I am trying to rise from!

I have been so dependent the past few months to my buddy. My world revolved around him for awhile. My happiness became dependent to his existence. We were so happy together. He completed my days. But then….our love story suddenly ended. He went away. And now, I am having a hard time moving on with life without him. I gotta admit…It's the most painful event in my life..to date!

The point of the story? do not be like me. Love like you have never loved before. And never depend your happiness to your boyfriend or girlfriend. But, let him or her be the one whom you can share your happiness with.

Live life! Enjoy! Embrace it! Noone else can feel happiness for you…But you! No one else can feel the warmth of the people around you..but you. Noone else can appreciate the beauty of this world for you…But You!

So peeps..whatever trials that you are experiencing now…financial, studies, career…or love - remember this…Rise from that situation. Live life. Don't lose hope..The rest is still unwritten.

Peeps! I’m Back…It’s a new me!

My God is an Awesome God He Reigns!

 The past few months that I have been away had been life changing. And it can be best describe by the song above! I thank Him for creating me anew. I'm not saying that I am perfect. But I am glad that I have changed. And now I feel secure.

Fast Forward……

The post below was for my one and only hoby. My partner for more than a year now. I wrote the message below on October 9, 2006. And let's say im looking my life now in a huge screen, and i pressed the fast forward >>> then that's gotta be today, the day when I and my hoby broke up.

I am sorry……

I am so sorry …I hurt you through this blog……

In my goal to be transparent and real, I have hurt someone I love most. Last July, I have an entry proclaiming what I felt towards my ex. But that's what I felt on that period. Now, it's all gone. The feelings, the memories, and all….But I wanted to document every aspect of my life. So I did posted it online as a reminder that I can be sometimes foolish and stupid. I was hoping to make that post as my warning in the future, never to dwell on such feelings toward that person again.

 Unfortunately, my love of my life accessed it yesterday. I understand what he is feeling now…..And i really do apologize for that post. I do not blame him if he is mad……..But I hope, he'll understand that I never dwell on my past…I live my life today. And today, I live my life with him. I love my hoby more than anyone else.

Thanks to Eradioportal.com for supporting Vizmin.com

Thanks Eradioportal for the support.

Thanks to Inquirer and Erwin Oliva for featuring Vizmin.com

Thanks to Erwin Oliva of Inquirer for featuring Vizmin.com! Below is the screenshot of the online news release on September 26, 2006.

One man, more than 10 roles

I am now handling alot of roles in my life. As a travel specialist for two years, I am task to assist our travelers and attend to their daily needs. I have to do my best in this field as this is my ever beloved job and i am emotinally attached to it. I have met alot of friends and experienced alot of events that somehow changed and molded me.

Few weeks ago, I have accepted the role of a site administrator. As one of the administrators of www.vizmin.com, I am tasked to promote our website and do my best to sustain this online community's growth. My personal goal is to unite the online communities in Visayas and Mindanao to further strengthen links among each cities and provinces.

Before Vizmin.com, my other online role is to promote my hometown Davao. My goal is attract tourists and investors to Davao through spreading the good news and developments of the city online. I'm doing this through my other blog, www.funchain.com/~tjbrewed and through another internatioal forum - Skyscrapercity.

Through Skyscrapercity, I also promote my 2nd home - Cebu. This time, I along with some online friends update people outside of Cebu about the economic developments of the city. We post pictures of new buildings, infras, etc.

Anyway, four days ago I have accepted the challenge to be part of the pioneer sales and marketing team and a sales manager of Fuente Towers Realty Dev Corp. Fuente Towers Realty is a subsidiary of J.King and Sons. We are the in-house sales support that markets their projects and attracts investors. We currently have Club Ultima, the first of its kind lifestyle club w/in a highrise structure in Cebu. We also handle Ultima Residences - a 27 premier condo in Cebu and the upcoming Ramos Tower - a 30 storey condo. We also have Crown Regency Hotel, a 38 storey hotel and is the tallest building outside of Metro Manila.

As a sales manager,  one of my tasks is to create an efficient marketing group. I need to develop men and women that would best represent Club Ultima and the other projects. I need to have an army of entrepreneurial individuals with a thirst for success.

Ofcourse, I will never forget the other roles that I have. I need to be a good son to my parents, a good partner to my special one, a true individual to all my friends, and a good and responsible being to myself. Living this kind of life is a challenge! A challenge to focus and do my best on each of the endeavors that I currently have….

Hedkandi’s Man in the Mirror

It was Friday night when a friend of mine from Earthlink sent me a link of his fave mp3s. Ive opened the link and scrolled down its player's menu. One track caught my attention - Hed kandi's  Man in the mirror. It was around 2am Manila Time | 1pm CST and from that time on till the end of my shift at 10am Manila time | 9pm CST - I've been playing one track for the rest of the 8 hour shift..you guessed it right! MAN IN THE MIRROR!
                         

I am a party addict and for the past few years i have been hanging out with one particular crowd. People who are madly inlove with RnB beats and Hip-hop rhythms. Although, a close friend of mine had been doing his best to influence me with his fave music genre- dance music, I prefer RnB than Dance…until I came across HedKandi and the Ministry of Sound. I love their mixes. It aint noise! It's music for the new age! Man in the Mirror is one of Hekandi's mix that I can listen to the whole day long! I just love its mix! The beat, its message, and anything else about it. And oh by the way, I just love all the Hed kandi's artwork. Hed Kandi's unique choice of artwork through the years have succeeded in distinguishing the brand from other house music labels and creates an instant association with the brand.

So there I was, in the midst of a busy Friday shift having my own party in my own Hedkandi till brunch hour!!!  What can I say, a new Hed kandi fan is born

What’s with tag?

Can someone pls tell me what tagging is? I am completely lost. I tried chatting with i.ph online helpdesk but it seems like im talking with a chatter bot. I want to create another blog where i can do some categorizations however i cant seem to find such feature in this site. Ive been told by the chatter bot that they have replaced categories with taggings. What is tagging anyway? looking at my own tags, it look so disorganize!

La lang…

Today, I have received my very first cheque as payment for my company's stocks which I have sold few weeks ago. Call me ignorant but as a first timer, I was so overwhelmed when I received it that I went straight directly to the postal office to have my cheque encashed. A good ol' friend of mine advised me to have the cheque encashed in the post office as it is so tedious to open a dollar account with a commercial bank or have it encashed through a money changer. So I did. I then opened a passbook savings account and deposited the money directly. This is to avoid the convenience of withdrawing it via an atm. I should have done this before. I should have started doing savings a long time ago….But I haven't. Well, I guess it isn't too late yet….. And the amount which I got from my stocks is a good start for me to secure a well planned near future..

Another Nutshell? what the heck…

So here i am, doing another run down on what transpired during the past few days..well lemme do this quick coz i'm about to go to the market to buy some potatoes…..I'm gonna make some fries for my hoby! hmmmm yummy…

 - I transferred to a new boarding house. It's few meters away from Asiatown IT Park, MetroSports (where i work out), and some commercial strips.

- I'll be going back to school…from Computer Science, I'll be shifting a career and be studying Entrepreneurship. But ofcourse, I'll still be working with my current company at the same time.

- Well, people are starting to visit www.vizmin.com.

 Till my next log! au revoir!

One of my biggest projects for this year!

I'm back. Eversince the IT department blocked this site in our intranet, i was having a hard time updating my site. Everyday, once I get home I always remind myself to update this journal however the urge to go to sleep is not allowing me to do so. Lately, I only find time during my weekends or when I do not have any shift the next day.

Anyway, just this week I received an email from one of my friends in Davao. We were planning to create an online community that would serve as a portal to other online communities particularly in Visayas and Mindanao. I wanted to be part of this project. His task is to develop the website while I will promote and build the community. Our inspiration is www.skyscrapercity.com. However, instead of being a city-focused site, this site will also promote online trade and exchanges among cities and provinces in Visayas and Mindanao.

So folks, I hope you will support our project and pls do visit www.vizmin.com The first online community that would serve the whole Visayas and Mindanao!

In a nutshell…..

Here are the things that transpired this week.

 - I have decided to look for a new place to stay. One of my housemates will be leaving our place. I personally don't like our location that's why I have decided to move out next.

- I am having a cold war with one of my friends.

- I am kinda bored with work now. I need to somehow bring my enthusiasm back!

The new things in Davao, from my point of view!

I should have posted this on my Davao blog. But well, that the heck, lemme share some of these pics which I have taken while I visited Davao during the Kadayawan Fever this year. There are alot of new buildings or establishments in Davao (from my point of view) but I have only managed to take a photo of some of 'em. I have left Davao on 2003 and after three years of being away, here are the new buildings which sprouted that are not yet around before (2003).

 G-Com Lmtd (Asia Pacific) a subsidiary of Cybercity Teleservices || a  storey call center facility in Chinatown

Chimes Mall within Chinatown Davao. Davao's version of Rustan. Home of expensive stuffs and branded lines.

A Dormitel within Roxas Avenue

This wasn't here when I last left Davao on 2003. A modern 24 hour Police Post. Pretty neat huh

On going construction of our office (PeopleSupport Davao)

A commercial building in Downtown Davao

Another commercial building in Matina District. Infront of NCCC Mall Davao

This was not yet opened when I left Davao last 2003

A commercial strip beside SM City Davao

I’m waking up with magic!

It was my restday yesterday. I had one heck of night doing nothing but sleep! Today,  after waking up, I went straight online and tuned in to my favorite online music program, Good times with mo, via Magic's online radio streaming. 

 For some reason, I have been addicted to 'em since I transferred here in Cebu. Kinda ironic though since I havent got the chance to tune in to them when I was still residing in Metro Manila. anyway, here's my itinerary for today; go to the gym - to get rid of some pounds, create a blog for my mom's biz based in Metro Manila, answer some emails, visit some of my fave blogs online (mark's, bleue's, and richard's).

Oh by the way, sa sobrang tanga ko….I screwed my other phone again (this is the second time for this month / 2 different phones). It fell in the tub when I was taking my shower…grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr….. 

Kadayawan Festival 2006! Indak-Indak sa Kadalanan

I missed my flight.

I had one heck of an experience yesterday. I was supposed to depart from Cebu at 5:00 am. Unfortunately, I missed my flight. I was stuck for five hours in the airport hopping from one ticketing counter to another hoping to find for a flight bound for Davao. It was a tough game to play. All of the flights were fully booked because of the Kadayawan Festival.

After few hours, the Cebu Pacific ticketing officer advised me that I may be able to take the 10:10 am trip. However, there were no guarantees yet. They tagged me as "chance passenger". 9:45am, the plane was already boarding. My name was called…"Alas, I have a flight na!" t'was a good news for me….but I had to pay for an additonal Php. 3,700 plus to be accomodated on that trip. I had no other choice but to pay the fare difference. At around 11:15 I arrived in Davao International Airport…..

Skyscraper City Cebu!

One of the e-club which I'm actively part with. We normally talk about one subject - Cebu's Developments.

Here are some of our pics during our Island Hopping last July 23.

Helpless for the last 5 days!

I'm back! I havent accessed my site (or shall i say, my diary ) for the past five days! darn it -I was so helpless. Oh well….By the way, a lot of things happened for the past few days. Here's the run down:

- I broke my phone. Honestly, I was the one at fault. I had thrown it to someone when I was having an argument with him. Stupid me.

- I have changed my flight sked. I'll be going back here in Cebu from Davao on Monday (originally, it's Sunday).

- I have been so busy preparing for my trip itinerary.

- I have fallen inlove again. Whoa!

Surf Control!

Our IT Department has just blocked this website in our network. Thus, I can only update my blog when I am out of the office. Nakakainis

But it's ok, I'll keep my cool. I know that I would be able to gain positively with their action. I'll look at the brighter side. Atleast, I can focus more on my task. At the same time, I'll be more excited to check my blog from this day on since I wont be able to visit it during my whole 9 hour shift.

One thing for sure though, they may have blocked the access to this site. But they will never block my thoughts! I'll keep on blogging! I'll keep on recording my daily emotions. I'll keep on documenting whatever will transpire on my daily activities. This will serve as my treasure in the near future. And one day, I'll read all my entries here. I'll smile or cry (ang oa ano? ) and I'll learn….and will move on.